Your words
Your actions
are breaking me down
Changing me
Rearranging me
Forever 

I hide
During the dark hours
Knowing you would be able to see 
the real me
Naked
Alone
Afraid

His voice calmly
repeated my twisted tale
shaking his head
All the lies, horror, abuse 
I felt he would bring back
my sanity

 Blinded, trusting

 You give me direction at every turn

 It feels so good it hurts

 You have me crying out for more.

In hindsight
Should have heeded the warnings
Darkness envelops me
As my heart breaks
In a million different pieces

Your honey crisp kisses

Linger on my skin

Such sweet memories

Of days gone by 

Blinded
Bound
Ice
Hot wax
My binding
Trust
In 
You